the present tat my ex gf wanna gif me on together 200day...i will keep it...thanks...

Pretty Wonderful Sweet nite

tonite i going out wif my gf....erm...i think is ex gf le ba...tonite is we last nite together go out le...we eating n baba & siam...she didnt eat anything...we chatting at the like usual...then after eating i fetch her going home le...i think oso is me last time can fetch he home le...no more chance le...got bit regret but cant regret le...end then end le...if continue many i will hurt her again...so i better no regret le...thanks her giving me so much good memory...bcoz of me she xi sheng many thing...she really is a good gal just i dunno how to zhen xi her...wish she can find a good man real man....wish god bless around her everytime...she oso hav giving me some present bcoz tat time together 200day i didnt go coz i choose go out wif fren lo....haih...sori this to her...i will keep the present nice nice...thanks for giving so much nice memory...thanks georgina...my ex good gf....thanks...

THE END

today is mac 18 year 2010...thusday...today i sms wif my gal...talking bout our thing...in the end we break off le...notnid ask reason coz sure is boy wrong de...we got talk n talk....at the end we make this decision....even this is a very hurt thing for her...but i still nid to like this....i dun wan waste her time...i dun wan hurt her more...so make the decision...i think she will sad n cry too...maybe i her 1st bf n together quite long le...will feel bu shen de lo...but i wan her xi fu...wish her can really find a good man for her...if wanna gif me some bao in...i think is the lonely in my life le...all my fren here...if u guy c this then dun talk bout me in front her le...i think she dun wan me chu xian in her life le...so dun...ang wei her if u guy can...thanks...n sori i do a bad thing again...pls forgif my zhi shi...

Grangparent's bithday n marry 60th

today is my grandparent de birthday n marry 60th lo....heeee....so i so busy this few day lo....fren ask me go out oso no go wif them lo...wahhah...today morning we going to grand house eat long life mee wif chicken soup....so nice de...i so sleepy lo...heee....we at there till noon then going home for rest la n start make up le lo...wooo....today i wear very smart n handsome too...lolz...n i got put up flower at front my left breast...wahhaha...lolz...about 4pm...we going to fu yuan tang for taking our photo...take till but 5some lo...then we going to xi lai teng for our dinner liao lo....wowowo....we are very high tonite...i din take pic coz i dun like take lo...heee...lolz...we having a fun time lo....ben lai tonite got go plub play de...but very tired for prepare many thing so no going le..i oso sleepy...nite lo..waheee..

today spm result out liao lo...heee...lolz...i no taking result...hee....my fren get quite good de result lo...wahahha...

today is a big big big bigger biggest day for me n my gf...today is our together 200day le...but today i din go out wif gf...i choose to go out wif fren those working in da kiong...i noe this is a very hurt thing for gf...but i did it....this time i think i hurt her much...i choose go out wif fren but not her...for gal...they will feel she no improtant in my heart...not only gf...other couple oso will feel is my wrong...fren more important than her...so...i wrong...i noe i do wrong thing again...

anyway...wrong mean wrong...cant save anymore...n now my gf dun wan hiu me too le...i dunno wat to do...nan dao our gan qing will end here???i oso dunno...if end she will sad...if no end she more sad...i oso dunno how....i keep take going study for the reason...i oso dunno myself wan wat...i really dunno wat am i doing now...blur n confuse...outside still many pretty n beauty gal???should i think like tat???pretty for wat???pretty can eat can sell money???i dunno...my gf oled good enough...wat am i wan for other???i dunno...confuse...o other reason???many ppl tell me study first...maybe will find more good de gal when u sutdy...i dunno...

i only noe if me going out study maybe i will change heart o less feel to my gf if we really few meet...but this is all the damn reason...this main reason is me still flower...me only take this for reason only...i cant ang ding xia lai...dunno wat is me looking for....haih...i really fell my life just like nothing...wanna end my life...on this world only make ppl sad nia...better gu dan on person till die...no love no like no gal in my life...just end it like tat...

i really nid to say sori to the gal those hury by me before n now....i really hurt many gal...hand cant count finish the gal i hurting...really many many...maybe just like my teacher say...the boy age below 25 o 30 still child...still will looking for the flower n grass outside the world...ouside the world really hav many thing we no c before...so when we c it maybe we will tarik by them o something special...maybe i still like tat...maybe...really dunno...

maybe my gf will dun wan me when she c this post...but i really do wrong thing...so if she really dun wan me then i wish her can really meet a real good man for her...wish jesus bless always around her...i can go hell get my punishment...sori gal...

happy happy day...ahahah...today me finaly go take my work money le...really so happpy...hahaha...but i feel this time de money few lo...heee...but many oso...me only work 13 day n get 608.35 eh...wwoo...quite many de...wahahah...me work two month at ta kiong there...heeee....i can earn 1700++ something lo...oled add the angpao le...heee...say many not many...say less not less too...hahahah..but i put all the money in bank le...for me go out study n marry de money le..wahha...nothing special le...bye..